A Novel

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Penguin Putnam
Entertainment Weekly’s Best YA Book of 2014
TIME magazine Top YA of 2014

"Wolitzer has imagined a world for young readers that celebrates the sacred, transcendent power of reading and writing." —The New York Times Book Review

There’s a place where the lost go to be found.
If life were fair, Jam Gallahue would still be at home in New Jersey with her sweet British boyfriend, Reeve Maxfield. She’d be watching old comedy sketches with him. She’d be kissing him in the library stacks.

She certainly wouldn’t be at The Wooden Barn, a therapeutic boarding school in rural Vermont, signed up for an exclusive, supposedly life-changing class called Special Topics in English that focuses—only and entirely—on the works of Sylvia Plath.

But life isn’t fair. Reeve has been gone for almost a year and Jam is still mourning.

When a journal-writing assignment leads Jam into a mysterious other world she and her classmates call Belzhar, she discovers a realm where the untainted past is restored, and she can feel Reeve’s arms around her once again. But, as the pages of her journal begin to fill up, Jam must to confront hidden truths and ultimately decide what she’s willing to sacrifice to reclaim her loss.

From New York Times bestselling author Meg Wolitzer comes a breathtaking and surprising story about first love, deep sorrow, and the power of acceptance.

Baker & Taylor
Unable to cope with the death of her boyfriend, Reeve, Jam Gallahue is sent to a therapeutic boarding school in Vermont, where she confronts her loss in an exclusive, mysterious English class through journal writing assignments.

& Taylor

Jam Gallahue, fifteen, unable to cope with the loss of her boyfriend Reeve, is sent to a therapeutic boarding school in Vermont, where a journal-writing assignment for an exclusive, mysterious English class transports her to the magical realm of Belzhar,where she and Reeve can be together.
A young adult debut by the best-selling author of The Interestings traces the experiences of Jam, who is sent to a therapeutic Vermont boarding school where she confronts her losses in the aftermath of her beloved boyfriend's shattering death. Simultaneous eBook.

Publisher: New York :, Dutton Books for Young Readers, an imprint of Penguin Group (USA) LLC,, 2014
Copyright Date: ©2014
ISBN: 9780525423058
Characteristics: 266 pages ; 22 cm


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Sep 29, 2018

YA novel from the author of "The Interestings" and "The Female Persuasion."

Jun 21, 2015

Meh. An okay book. I really didn't like the main character; or any of the secondary characters, tbh. There were just too many, and they kind of melded together in my mind after a while. Won't be looking for any of this author's other books.

Jun 03, 2015

This plot-driven story intrigued me and kept me tense for long periods of time while reading it, which I appreciate. The Wooden Barn school was a bit over-the-top crunchy granola-like, but I'm glad there was nothing sinister brewing among the faculty or older students (kind of a tired theme). The main characters are well developed, except for Mrs. Q and Reeve. Peripheral characters are kind of shallow (Dana, DJ, Leo)but they do still add to the story. I see Wolitzer's point about how each person's trauma is his or her own, without comparing it with anyone else's; however, I've got to say I was kind of disappointed in the turn of events regarding Jam toward the end of this book. I'm guessing I should brush up on my Plath to relate to Jam's depth of emotional experience. The serious topics the author touches on are treated respectfully and I think well done from a teen's perspective.

0Charlie Feb 28, 2015

A very interesting premise for a book - something a bit different from the "odd teens get sent to a special school" genre - especially in the connections with known literary works. The tension builds well and we start to care about the characters. Unfortunately, I found the resolution to be underwhelming.

bandblair Jan 14, 2015

I really enjoyed this book-I'm surprised by the mixed reviews. I think it's simpler than people want for a teen novel, maybe. A good read for teens going through something and want to see their sorrow reflected in a novel.

JCLChrisK Jan 09, 2015

My feelings about this book are conflicted and I'm not quite sure what to say, so as a review I think I'll process those feelings a bit. I'm going to write in vague, general terms about my experience, but even that will give hints to things in the book that are meant to be surprising and so might be a bit spoilerish. Be warned before reading further.

A brief overview: Jam is being sent to a special boarding school for "emotionally fragile, highly intelligent" teens, since she hasn't been able to get over the trauma of the death of her first boyfriend, whom she loved intensely. At the school, she bonds with four peers in a special class where they read Sylvia Plath and write in journals that magically transport them to their last happy moments before their traumatic experiences, and they help each other begin to process and move on.

There are many things I enjoyed about the book. The story is well told, the teens seemed authentic, the gradual process of finding connection with others, coming out of isolation, and healing was honest and believable, and the theme of words being incredibly impactful is one I strongly believe. At times I felt the proceedings bordered on boring, but overall I liked much of the book.

But--and here's where I'm conflicted--the big reveal didn't work for me at all. I know mental illness is a highly personal experience that is hard for others to understand so I believe in being accepting and nonjudgmental, which makes me feel bad for what I'm about to say, as it goes against that belief. Nevertheless, it was my emotional experience with the book.

So. I knew there was going to be a reveal, since for most of the book Jam never shares the details of her trauma. And I strongly suspected the reveal would be a surprising twist, since there were hints she wasn't being completely honest--as a character or narrator. I even guessed at what the surprise might be fairly early, but then backed away from that theory based on her actions and descriptions the rest of the book. It turned out I should have trusted my gut. The problem is that, once Jam was finally forthcoming and honest, I found myself completely lacking in empathy or sympathy for her. I should have had it, but I didn't, and I couldn't stop myself from judging her negatively in response; I was unable to uncritically accept her the way the other characters in the book did.

I think--and here's where I fault the writing and not just my reading--much of my reaction had to do with the fact that Jam never shared her story until right at the end, so I was never allowed to feel what she was feeling. I was told what she was feeling, that she loved intensely and lost tragically, but I was never shown it in a way that made me feel it, too. I wasn't drawn into her experience of love and loss, and so my reaction to her full reality was intellectual instead of emotional. I wanted to feel for her, but I couldn't. And that, ultimately, spoiled the book for me and leaves me having a hard time writing positively about it.

That's where I am right now, anyway. I know many others haven't had the same issues I have, so maybe after talking with some of them and reflecting I'll feel differently. For now, though, I can only bring myself to give this three stars.

amykduffy Sep 17, 2014

Wolitzer's first teen novel captures the painful, powerful emotions of adolescence and throws in a dash of fantasy. Some troubled teens are sent to a special school called a Wooden Barn, where their English teacher assigns them to read Sylvia Plath's The Bell Jar and to write in their own journals. The journals transport them back to the time of their major traumas and they learn to work past their problems. It's not as dark as it sounds, ending on a hopeful note about transformation. Wolitzer digs into the interior of her characters and pulls the reader into their world.

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